Sexual Energy is same as Spiritual Energy

What are the core principles of evolution - the desire to live and desire to create.

This is how nature has grown with just these two desires. But Universe has a very simple rule, there is no growth without going through the pain of letting go. Letting go of time to achieve our goals, letting go childhood for youth, letting go for effort to have a better life.

The desire to create comes from the pleasure of union from the letting go of every pretense in that moment to feel the liberating moment of orgasm. In the moment of Sacred Union, the man and woman remove their coverings and bare themselves. There is no pretending and artificiality.. In the moment of surrender, there is no holding back, no ego. Both partners completely choose to let go to experience the divine pleasure in its truest and purest form. Oneness.

It is not possible to experience that bliss when you have inhibitions.

And...Spiritual Energy is the purest energy of the Spirit.

That is is why , we all are spiritual because we are just mere souls or spirits having a human experience. Since you cant touch the soul like its a tangible physical thing, so it has to be an energy, a feeling, a sensation, a quantum vibration that connects you to your own spirit... your highest self. 

If we are able to feel that, wouldn't that be a  complete bliss? wouldn't that be single energy field where there is no separation between you and the divine source? How would that feel? Wouldn't it be comparable to the bliss of oneness?

This energy of creation and pleasure resides in Sacral plexus which is near the sexual and reproductive organs. I read that - this creation energy when at its peak has drank the nectar at the 1000 petal lotus in crown chakra, so sexual please is not possible without the brain being involved and then it receded all the way to Mooldhara even below its actual place, so this need of pleasure can be also the reason of downfall causing all the fears and clinging doubts.

In a regular life scenario we may not be looking at the sexual act as a divine union because such an experience is a complete merge between masculine and feminine which beings the oneness of mind, body and soul. If you experienced this ever in your life, its the remembrance of soul.

There are 4 temperament of sexuality - "divya" (divine), "vira" (warrior), "pashu" (animal) and "manushya" (human)

The Animal Way - "pashu" - base carnal desire or a mere biological need bringing sexual gratification.

The Human Way - "manushya" in "man in ashay" where your heart is involved. Love, bonding and sense of belonging. You wished to be loved back and crave reciprocation

The Warrior Way - the creative fluid in men and women bringing the protective feelings for partner, bringing a sense of security and support. And is only for continuing the linegae.

The Divine Way - the ultimate stage of sexual consciousness which is an extension of pure love. The love between RadhaKrishn, ShivParvati. At this stage, your joy comes from the joy of the partner. You offer your mind body and soul in "divya" bhav. A desire to unite and all levels.

In a true divine union, man is looking for his feminine side in his partner while woman is looking for her masculine side in her partner. The left brain and right brain meet and logic gains oneness with emotions.

In the ancient mystic traditions—Tantra, Taoism, and Kundalini Yoga—your sexual energy (ojas, chi, or prana shakti) is not just pleasure. It is the raw creative fire of the Universe pulsing through your sacral center.

When you retain and transmute this energy instead of leaking it, something alchemical happens:

•  Your eyes begin to shine with unnatural depth.

•  Your presence becomes magnetic and calming.

•  Creative ideas flood in like never before.

•  You start operating from a higher octave of being.

Your sexual energy is your spiritual rocket fuel.

The Scared Energy of Creation - Kundalini

 The Scared Energy of Creation - Kundalini 

From the divine grace of my gurus and the actors from the universe — manifested to me through loved ones, healers, and countless experiences — I bow in gratitude. The knowledge and depth of this world are beyond what I ever imagined or I could comprehend. Every single grain of my mind, body, and soul feels touched by that grace. Forever grateful.

Lately, I have been moving through a strangely unknown phase — a transformation into something I cannot yet define or does not needs to be defined .. Capturing some notes along the way…

As lovingly explained to me by my Shai and reinforced by Bauji, there are three main energetic knots that veil the human mind from experiencing Atma Anand — the state of inner bliss and pure joy that comes not from the outside world, but from within. The true union of solar and lunar energies, masculine and feminine, dark and light, the left and right.

The energy channels of Ida and Pingala ultimately activates the Sushumna, where these three knots reside.

Just like the seven chakras, the three Granthis are coinciding points between Ida and Pingala — energetic intersections where deep blockages or knots exist.

Since the soul chose to be born into this school called Earth, the task at hand is liberation: to break free from the cycle of birth and death, complete karmic accounts, and release all contracts with love.

It is said that when Lord Parashurama, an avatar of Vishnu, could not find peace, he went to Lord Dattatreya seeking guidance. Dattatreya told him:

“Calm your mind, so I may truly see your devotion.”

Parashurama agreed wholeheartedly and meditated for twelve years upon the form of the Divine Mother.

He said:
“There is no revenge within me anymore, but I long to see Maa. I want Her energy to manifest before me.”

He was then initiated into sacred mantra and yantra practices devoted to the Mother Divine. Eventually, he received a glorious vision of Her presence - yet still he was not at peace. He still could not feel life bubbling fully within him.

So Dattatreya instructed him to meditate for twelve more years - this time upon the formless Kundalini energy itself. Which is nothing but Divinr Mother. It is the oldest text mentioning kundalini energy. Ved Vyas was the first rishi to complete Maa Lalitha Sadhana and due to the divine grace he authored numerable Ved, Shastra, Upanishads and Mahabharat. 

All knowledge, all life, all divinity had always existed within him. Maa’s Sadhana unveiled the ocean of creativity. 

When his Kundalini awakened, the knots melted.

It is comparable to the sexual union between masculine and feminine - as the man and woman feels complete, loved and secured in a true union when creation takes place. 

In this tangled life of positivity and negativity, one must learn which strands to pull — with patience, awareness, and deep analysis.

One can awaken this energy without blindly believing in anything at all. What is needed is persistence, discipline, and inner sincerity.

These three knots are gateways to liberation.

The first knot is the Knot of Creation - Brahma Granthi.
We feel most alive when we create something. Human beings constantly seek eternal happiness because momentary pleasure never truly satisfies us.

The second knot is the Knot of Sustenance -Vishnu Granthi.
The human mind longs to preserve what it has gained. We seek permanent happiness and believe we should never lose what we love. But this is against the very nature of existence, because change is eternal. Yoga calls this attachment Yogakshema -the illusion of security.

The third knot is the Knot of Destruction -Rudra Granthi.
When we are disturbed by something, the human tendency is to destroy or eradicate it. The mind believes peace will come by removing unwanted thoughts instead of understanding and integrating them. Rudra Granthi is from where grace descends into the crown chakra..

There is no destruction in peace.

Chakras are psycho-neurotic centers -energetic and psychological intersections within the body.

The physical aspects of these knots crosses on certain specific energy centers correspond symbolically with:

• Root Chakra -Brahma
• Navel Chakra - Vishnu
• Eyebrow Chakra -Rudra

When the masculine and feminine fully accept one another within, Shiva-consciousness awakens and creation begins.

When kinetic energy combines with potential energy, creative energy is born.

And when true creation begins, destruction slowly dissolves.
Acceptance deepens.
Compassion expands.
Evolution unfolds.

Shivay!

कहते हैं कि शिव हर किसी के जीवन में अलग ही तरह से आते हैं।

और जब शिव आगमन करते हैं तो वे आपको कभी अकेला नहीं छोड़ते।
एक बार शिव से परिचय हो जाने के बाद वे जीवन के हर मोड़ पर साथ रहते हैं।

यदि ऐसा है तो शिव एक नहीं हो सकते। जब जिसे, जिस समय शिव की आवश्यकता होती है, वे उसे उसी रूप में प्राप्त होते हैं। बस एक पवित्र संबंध की आवश्यकता होती है — ऐसा संबंध जैसा स्वयं से बनाया जाता है -

The one that is full of truth honesty and transparency ! This quality is hard to find in human beings !

यूँ तो शिव हर चीज़ में वास करते हैं।

वे एक संपन्न पुरुष हैं, जो किसी भी स्थिति में संयम नहीं खोते ! 

The divine masculine who knows nothing but love, forgiveness and holding space for his Parvati !

पार्वती के साथ हों या उनके विरह में — उनका प्रेम बस प्रेम है, और कुछ नहीं।
न किसी प्रकार का अहंकार,
न स्वयं को श्रेष्ठ या हीन समझने का भाव,
No score keeping ! 

Always guiding her through his presence and absence both !

देवों के देव,
दानवों के उद्धारकर्ता,
पशुओं के स्वामी,
नंदी के सर्वस्व,

महायोगी,
कैलाश के वासी।

उन्होंने विष ग्रहण कर इस संसार को दूषित होने से बचाया, पर उनकी त्रिनेत्र दृष्टि से मानो पूरी सृष्टि को भस्म होने में एक क्षण भी न लगे।

चँद्रमा, रुद्राक्ष , डमरू, त्रिशूल 

ध्यान, ज्ञान, समाधि — सब उनके ही नाम हैं।

यदि सब कुछ ही शिव है, तो उन्हें एक ही रूप में कैसे समझा जा सकता है? 

उनका सुंदर रूप हमें अपने विचारों में उनके समीप ले जा सकता है, पर वास्तव में शिव एक अवस्था हैं।

शायद वह एक मनःस्थिति है — जब मेरे भीतर का “मैं” “शिव” हो जाएगा… जब स्वयं में “मैं” शेष नहीं रहेगा।

वह अवस्था जो जीवन के सत्य स्वरूप को समझने में एक रोशनी बनकर रहती है।

The state that brings clarity and truth !

शिव की यह अवस्था शक्ति द्वारा पूर्ण होती है।

शक्ति, जो एक ऊर्जा है।

वह ऊर्जा जो जन्म और मृत्यु के बंधन से मुक्ति तक पहुँचाती है ! 

The one that is always moving.. always creating !

वह ऊर्जा जो शिव को शव नहीं होने देती।

The energy that takes the soul which is taking this so called journey of life to its real home !!

इस पूरी प्रक्रिया में शिव अपनी शक्ति के साथ एक ऐसा सुंदर नृत्य करते हैं, which represents sacred union !

The scared union that brings bliss .. the one that nothing is needed after that ! 

The union when all separation ends !

The union of Shivaratri ! The union that brings completeness ! 

I am Water !!

 I am water—

The one who merges with you until there is no you and no me…
The one who flows, not knowing how to stop
The one who quenches a thirst older than time
The one who purifies simply by passing through

The one who carries the salt in tears

The one who satiates like a beloved dish

The one who softens the hardest heart 
The one who dilutes every sin

The one who stands still to be clear like a mirror.

The one who can change the tide
The one who draws out the true colors 

The one who ripples at the slightest stir

The one who heals every fear

and 

The one whose absence is a mere suffering

दो हिस्सों में

इस क़दर बँट गई हूँ दो हिस्सों में

बेचैनी इतनी 
कि तुम मुझे क्यूँ समझ नहीं पाए

और सुकून इतना
कि तुमसे ज़्यादा मुझे जानेगा कौन !!

इस क़दर बँट गई हूँ दो हिस्सों में

नाराज़गी इतनी
कि मुड़कर देखना ज़रूरी नहीं था 

और उम्मीद इतनी
कि कभी तो दिल कि हर बात पता होगी !!

इस क़दर बँट गई हूँ दो हिस्सों में

बेसब्री इतनी
कि तुम्हें सोचे बिना पल नहीं कटता

और सब्र इतना
कि तेरे इंतज़ार में उम्रें बीत जाएँ !!

ये तसल्ली!

माना कि मुश्किल है
पर पक्की है
ये दोस्ती!!

माना कि कम है
पर काफ़ी है
ये यादें!!

माना कि बिखरी है
पर दिलचस्प है
ये कहानी!!

माना कि अधूरा है
पर गहरा है
ये नाता !!

माना कि लंबी है
पर गूँजती है
ये ख़ामोशी!!

माना कि अनकही है
पर असरदार है
ये तसल्ली!

Love Through The Elements

The 5th House of Astrology

The 5th House represents the domain of Love and Creation the space where joy, self-expression, romance, and unique talents live.

It governs how we seek pleasure, create meaning, and experience love as play, passion, and creativity.

This is an exploration of romance through the lens of the four elements- Fire, Earth, Water, and Air - each unfolding in stages, testing love through experience, illusion, loss, and truth, until it earns the right to be called Truest Love.

Stage One: Fire

It begins with a spark 
an innocent message, a fleeting glance, a captivating conversation, an electrifying touch.

Suddenly, an ordinary human ascends to angelic status.
Desire ignites. Fantasy blooms.
The world revolves around them.

Stage Two: Earth

Fantasy softens into companionship.
Confidence grows. Presence deepens.

You begin to learn each other...
wanting to look better, do better, be better - for them.

You become a planner, a gourmet chef, a version of yourself you never expected.
The world still revolves around them.

Stage Three: Air

Now comes emotional depth through soul recognition
Guards are lower. Vulnerability peeks through.

You confide. You completely trust their mind, body and soul.
Even when the universe offers glimpses of uncertainty, you hold steady.

The world is no longer just revolving...it is swimming with them.

Stage Four: Water

This is where testing begins.

Insecurities surface. Fears whisper. Doubts creep in.
You begin to see the human beneath the god-like image.

It’s a slippery slope here..
yet the world hasn’t stopped running around them.

Stage Five: Return to Fire

Now there are no gods or angels—only flesh and blood.

Love alone cannot overcome everything.
Conflicts arise as idealized images betray reality.

Feelings are censored, filtered, dammed up...creating emotional minefields within the mind.

The world still revolves...but now only in their world.

Stage Six: Return to Earth

Reality settles in.

Reflection deepens.
Questions emerge: What are we? What are we not?

Differences are no longer ignored ..they are acknowledged.

If you make it past this stage, you truly return to Earth.
The world still revolves—yet it feels as though it has stopped.

Stage Seven: Return to Air

Here come explicit conversations.
Truths spoken aloud.

This stage is transformative, soul-challenging.
If faced with courage, it can create immense depth, connection, and richness

but only if you make it this far.

The world may begin to revolve once more.

Stage Eight: Return to Water

Only after loss, trauma and the dark night of the soul - for one, or for both.

Comes Compassion - Forgiveness - Vulnerability - Self-realization.

And now the final question remains:

Is the world still moving?