Faces

She has two faces  

The one face that she shows the world.

The smiling one. 

The happy, friendly, and talkative one. 

The confident one full of laughter and positivity. 

The face that everyone is used to. 

The other face is different and real.  

The one she can only have on with him. 

The face behind the closed doors when no one can see.

The one when she's alone away from the world.

The real one when she doesn’t have to explain her own emotions.

The face that stares off at nothing or patterns on the floor or drapes. 

The face that cries in the shower, in bed, car rides alone, cries sitting on the couch, or doing things around for house. 

The face that looks nothing like she used to be. 

Others say she looks the same. 

The face that looks strong to the people she knows but cant cope with life.

So she writes to help herself with her two faces. 

Still

From the moment I open my eyes until they close

And even after that, on the plane of dreams

And even after life, where souls meet

Its the thought of me and you

Not yet learned to not think about that

And perhaps I never will

The truth of the matter is

Your thoughts are with me still

Shhh!

The secret to being loved is to love

The secret to receive is to give

The secret to find answers is to ask questions 

The secret to having a friend is being a friend

The secret to get honesty is to give transparency 

The secret to being interesting is to be interested

The secret to have others find beauty in you is to find beauty in others

The secret to heal is to accept the hurt

This is not a secret but it’s a reminder. Sometimes we forget what goes around comes around ❤️

Zariya

Inhi shabdo se hi seekha maine 

ki main jahan hu

dekh sakti hu

ki kitni duur aa gayi hu main !

ye hi wo zariya hai 

jo jod deta hai mujhe

Kuch yaadon ke sath !!

ek ek shabd ko bhigo kar 

apne andar ke har ek ehsaas ko 

likh deti hu !!

Inhi shabdo ke sahare 

keh pati hu bahut kuch 

paati hu khud ko har roz !!

Inhi shabdo ke sahare 

hoti hu shuru 

hoti hu khatam !

Choice

We can be sad that the things have changed 

Or we can smile because we shared a life

We can close our eyes and forget all we can

Or we can open our eyes and smile at what is left

We can feel empty because we cant be

Or we can be full of memories that were made

We can worry about tomorrow or live in yesterday 

Or we can be happy today because of the past day

Either way the choice is not easy ❤️

Time is lost and something that was cozy!

The Other Side !

For a long time I thought ...

Strength meant pretending to be fine

Never let them know how the “real” feels

Filter every line

To show just the parts of ourselves that are pleasing to the eyes

Suffer in silence

Never air your dirty laundry

Do not show the vulnerability 

Never show your hurt 

Don’t share your pain

Careful lies

Happy pretences

Controlled silences 

Leading to ...

Swallowing up your whole self

Avoiding the hard truths

Lack of courage

Until...

We finally learn to show up for ourselves

Be the people that we want to be 

Instead of a version of ourselves, that the world wants to see

So ...

we break the sacred silences

Until none of the pretty façades remain 

And that is when we'll find ourselves

On the other side of pain

Not so simple !

Love isn't a conscious choice; it's a feeling that arises from the depths of our being. Your soul selects who you love, and your heart confirms it.

Despite our desire for control, love operates beyond our rational decisions.

It's a force that transcends logic, guided by the innate wisdom of our souls. In the matters of love, our hearts and souls align, recognizing what is genuine and true. We may try to resist or deny it, but ultimately, love reveals itself as an undeniable reality, reminding us of the profound mysteries of the human experience.

Love isn't planned. It's stumbling upon someone, feeling an instant connection, and sharing a friendship that goes beyond understanding. The most beautiful love is the one you never saw coming a delightful surprise gifted by fate. It's not about crossing fingers and hoping; it's about those magical moments where two hearts click effortlessly.

Unexpected, raw, and beautifully unplanned, true love is a journey that starts with an instant connection and grows into something way beyond what words can capture. Embrace the unexpected, for it often leads to the most profound and fulfilling life.

And maybe it will teach you something that you didn’t know you were suppose to learn. 

Until

Until you tell me who you are 

Until I tell you who I am 

Until we can be honest  

Until we discuss our demons

Until we say what we truly want 

Until we recognize what we lack

Until we stop being afraid of where we are 

Until we break it open

Until we accept the flaws

Until the lesson is learnt

Until it all makes sense...💔💔💔💔💔

True intimacy is possible through vulnerability, which means being honest about who I am. Nobody likes to get influenced by someone else's opinions & behaviour. But a sensitive and open heart can feel through the facade & those empty things don’t interest an open heart. We look for truth in others. Authenticity & vulnerability can be wildly sexy because they are acts of openly offering ourselves In truth. If I honour & share my Real, you feel comfortable to honour & share your Real. The purpose of a connection is nothing but to share the completeness and incompleteness.