Happy personality and sad soul
Bold for everyone, shy with you
Heartless in all feels, loving you hard
Solitude Being, craving you much
Hurting in hell, working to heal
Open to change, loyal to you
Dedicated to growth, self sabotage too well
Looking for peace, okay with chaos
Letting go of everything, clinging onto you
In search of balance, Holding you forever !!
Its not your fault I take you seriously
Its not your fault I believe every word you say
Its not your fault I am this way.
Its not my fault I liked my glow
Its not my fault that I wanted to be the flow
Its not my fault, now I don't know where I am going to go
We just ended up in a delicate situation
Coz we were just recognising our soul connection.
It cant be just life teaching a lesson
Love is nothing but sharing life with your person !
I wonder about you every day
Never see you coming my way
But leaving you behind
Is something I can't begin to find
So I think about you all the time
And I wonder if you think of me that ways
Unexplained, unrelenting game my mind plays
All the smiles , stories and our inside jokes
So I wonder if you remember the last words we spoke.
I don't know what to call it
The thing inside, the fire within
That desire to find myself again where it all begin
I ll hold on to it for rest of my days
Going through this life in most interesting ways
जब भी शब्दों को लिखती हु मैं
यूँ लगता है जैसे तुम सामने हो मेरे
हर एक शब्द के मायने
तुम तक सिमित हो गए हो जैसे
फिर जब भी उन शब्दों को पढ़ती हूँ मैं
यूँ लगता है जैसे सब कुछ केह दिया हो मैंने
हर एक शब्द में
कोई कहानी बसी हो जैसे
जब भी सोचती हूँ उन शब्दों मे क्या है
यूँ लगता है जैसे ख़ास सी उलझने है मेरी
हर एक शब्द ने
सुलझा रखा हो सबकुछ जैसे
When there is no us in love
When there is no friend in pain
When there is no laughter in tears
When there is no depth in words
When my heart cries while beating
When all that remains is breathing
When time just goes by in waiting
When all I do is searching
When all the thoughts lead only to you
When the journey is this alone
When its hard to come to terms
I miss us!
I had a rosebush in my yard
Poor thing was falling apart
I felt sad looking at its state
Uprooting it could have been its only fate
It was a part of my life and I let it be
Life got me in stride and I could not see
It may have been waiting for me to set it free
It was just a matter of time and all my fault maybe
One day I went to check on it for some reason
It was gone just like it was suppose to happen
Dead and lifeless, unbothered and unloved
It crumbled and withered, without a sound, into the mud
I didn't cry for letting it go that night
I think it deserved a better life, right ?
I cry for all the memories we made
All the "forevers" and "I am here for you" we shared
There is no beauty in unfinished things
A story , relationship or any cravings
They bring a feeling of dissatisfaction
A lull, a disappointment or even depression
Multiple versions of ending exists
With a long list of all "What ifs"
Tons of things to blame upon
Communication, timing, situation and so on
Heart keeps questioning and looking for answers
Settling, accepting and closing must have some powers
Why complicate when we can keep it simple stupid
Not everyone is ready for all the bullshit
